Marcus — EP21 Journal

Hundreds. My recommendation as we take this trip is to consider them and who has the most impact to you. Sit them down or not have dinner and explain the situation to them. Explain what happened to you and explain. Open yourself up to them and their light and they will surprise you. They will be there for you in a way that you never thought they could be. And as soon as that starts the next time, I mean this is going to be a process as I'm sure you're aware. And it's not just some magical wave of the hand and suddenly things happen. Although that would be lovely. This is more about taking that victim and letting it go. Seeing the love Jasmine has for you, that's your other seppu have for you and accepting that into your heart and connect to the Great Mother again. I know how long it's been, but I think of my time with Quaalathorn and if it has taught me anything, is that while Quaalathorn gives and he gives generously, there's still a level of, I don't know, trust and commitment that I have to him. Like I can't just ask and ask and ask and ask without doing anything for him in return. He doesn't require it, but he appreciates it. I think that it's been a long time since you've actually had a conversation with the Great Mother.